Happiness in simplicity

Focus and doing what you like

Last post I wrote how living in a campervan during my last ski season somewhat changed my perception on life. Living in the van enabled me to focus much more on the activities that I wanted to spend my time doing, and simply skip out on other things.

To say that this is something we should strive to achieve in our lives might be a bit naive. But the idea that a lot of things are unnecessary and that simplification is the answer is something I will take with me. This is of course a  cliché topic, and it’s something that I wasn’t taking to heart for a long time. My impression is that simplicity is something that is very easy to say that you practice, even though very few people do simplify.

To live more minimalistic is something I think we can definitely learn from in today’s stressed society. It’s something I’ve been trying to do for a while, but not really understood until now. Living minimalistic is not the same as living frugal. It’s the same as living with few interests.

[Insert arbitrary picture of my campervan here, picture is on separate computer, so have a kitten meanwhile]

For two months I was doing three things. Skiing, swimming and climbing (to some extent the skiing was two things, adaptive skiing and park skiing).

I have a lot of other projects and ideas that I would like to do. But for this limited timeframe I decided to not worry about them and solely focus on just these three things.

This enabled me to become good at these few things, like really good. (Ok, I’m not a good park skiier yet, but had some massive improvements).

[And I’m not good enough for badass pictures, so more kittens]

In a world where we increasingly have different success stories to inspire us it can be really hard to find focus and become good at something. Just committing to one or two things is really scary, because then you will become bad at all the other things right?

But what if you could excel at one thing  and just don’t give a *** if you’re bad at everything else? At least for two months, wouldn’t that be awesome?


How living in a campervan for two months changes your perception of life

There are a few things every backpacker will tell you about travelling. Like how you realize laundry and showers aren’t that important. You go without a washer for such a long time that you start wearing your underwear inside out. When things get unbearably smelly, that’s when you decide to find someplace to wash your clothes.

The idea here is that there’s plenty of things we take for granted that we actually don’t need. And you don’t realize it until you’re in a situation without it.

Nothing goes without something else taking its place however. If you don’t have time for that laundry (at least not as often as other people) that time must go somewhere else.

Living in a campervan some household chores become very time consuming. I did everything in my power to simplify them or avoid doing them (turns out there is a staggering amount of healthy food that doesn’t need cooking).

What happened was that ended up with a lot of free time. Time I could spend in the climbing gym, or on the slopes. I never once thought that I should spend more time at home, because I brought my home with me wherever I went. Another effect was that I avoided shopping. It turns out that my will to go shopping is directly proportional to how much space is available to me.

There was of course times when I decided to just sit in my van and read a book (aka chilling out at home). For me I felt very free doing this though. Whatever I did was by my own choice. I’ve never felt so in control of my own time as during this season.

I contribute my sense of control and freedom to simplification, which I will write a bit more about next week, as well as how you can get into park skiing even if you’re terrified of jumps (park was what I ended up doing most of during my season).


What living in a campervan for a ski season looks like

I’ve just finished my ski season on New Zealand. It’s been great, especially skiing in the terrain park, something I haven’t done much of before. I’ve not been working this season and therefore needed to keep costs low. One of the cost saving solutions I came up with was living in a rebuilt minivan, or mini campervan.

It turns out living in a camper for two months is way easier than I thought. It also chsnges some of your views at life.

So what does a normal day look like in my campervan?

6.50 My alarm goes off. Hopefully, but not always, making me wake up.

7.10 I’ve crawled out of my warm and cozy sleeping bag and into my cold and stiff skiing clothes. This is probably the hardest thing during the day, and the only time when I’m actually cold. Getting a proper winter sleeping bag was a worthwhile investment.

7.20 I’ve driven over to the place of the road where I hitchhike from. Since it’s the cheapest rental can I could get my hands on I’m not allowed to drive it up the mountain. You meet somewhere interesting people hitching. I’ve hitched with the Chilean slopestyle team and some millionaire horsefarmers to name a few.

8.10 I’m up the hill. Head over to the adaptive room where I check what clients I’m volunteering with for the day. I also eat breakfast around this time.

8.40 I go for a few lapses in the terrain park. Somewhere between 9.30-10.30 I usually end up going with an adaptive client or skiing with some mates.

The cycle of volunteering, skiing with mates and doing park lapses continues through the day, usually with lunch and coffee somewhere in there.

16.00-17.00 I’ve hitched down the mountain and feel really hungry. If I’m ambitious I cook food by the lakeside in Wanaka. Otherwise yogurt or some sandwiches from the grocery will suffice.

18.00 I go swimming or rock climbing. Sometimes I go for a run before.

20.30 I end up in a bar/cafe having either tea or sometimes a beer. Sometimes I just go straight back to the campsite and read a book.

22.30 I’m back at the campsite, I’m exhausted and go to sleep within 5 minutes.

There you have it. My last two months is pretty much just a constant repeat of the above. Next post I’ll write about how living in a campervan will change your perception of priorities in life.


My first experience with paragliding

He took two resolute strides forward, but almost came to a complete stop when the wing behind him came up in the air and started tugging at his harness. He kept trying to go forwards until the whole wing was inflated and flying straight above him.

“Release”, the instructor shouted to him. He leaned forwards and let go of all the strings used for inflating the wing. Holding the brake handles in his hands and moving them to behind his back, he started running.

One of the two instructors shouted at him to continue running, which is what he did. Somehow he knew he was centered under the wing, it felt right, so he kept on running. As long as he kept going he was going to get airborne.

He didn’t jump or or anything that might collapse the wing. He just kept running and eventually the wing smoothly lifted him upwards, turning his speed through the air into lift. He simply noticed that his feet couldn’t reach the ground anymore.

He was airborne.

In December 2016, my last month in New Zealand at the time, I tried out paragliding and started studying towards a flying certificate.

Paragliding might look similar to parachuting, and indeed, that is where the sport originated. In modern paragliding however, the thing you’re hanging from isn’t a chute, but a wing. This means paragliding has more in common with an airliner than a parachute, you can actually fly upwards!

Of course most paragliders don’t have engines, but must use the winds and thermals to gain altitude. Thus a paragliding pilot must understand winds, weather and how airstreams move over terrain.

Unfortunately, I wasn’t able to get all the way to a certificate. I need eight more flights. If I have the time, I’ll do this in Sweden, but right now it’s looking like I’ll have my hands full with work. At least I bought a glider and have it waiting for me when I come back to New Zealand…


Mavora Walkway (Day 3,4)

The book had an almost magical attraction to him. He just couldn’t let go. Reading while walking wasn’t optimal in any way. It made him super slow, and it was probably a bit dangerous too.

It wasn’t because it was a particularly good book, it was more the pure joy of reading that entangled him so. It was probably the first time in years that he allowed himself enough time to get fully enveloped in a book. It was a joy he had missed, and now truly could enjoy after craving it for so long.

A hill in front of him looked like it would be a good spot for a break. He walked up to the summit and put down his backpack. There was a light wind up here, chasing away any potential sandflies.

Some ominous clouds in the distance promised rain but for now the sun was shining, so he sat down, leaning against the backpack, and continued to read.

Several hours later, the first raindrops interrupted his reading. When looking up, he discovered that the clouds where now on top of him. A curtain of rain was slowly moving up the lake in the distance.

Quickly shouldering his backpack, he almost ran the last kilometer to the hut where he was supposed to stay the night. Only to discover that the hut was already occupied by three kiwi families. Well tent it is, he thought and pitched his tent by the lakeside. He barely finished pitching the tent and shoving both backpack and himself inside before the rain arrived in force.

The Mavora walkway stretches from the Mavora lakes to lake Wakatipu. After spending an extra day reading I just couldn’t put down my book while walking back to my starting point. Eventually I finished it whilst the rain poured down on my tent. In fact, it was raining so much that I decided not to leave the tent at all that evening, and did all my cooking and eating inside.

Eventually the rains died during the night, and the morning gave some calm and somehow washed clean scenery. It was as if the rain had washed away a layer of dust and all the colors could be seen clearer.

My path back along the lake passed the place where Sam almost drowned in Lord of the Rings (or where that scene was filmed). I did not know this, but you can see the resemblance of the place in the photos.

Soon I was hitchiking on my way to lake Wakatipu and Queenstown.


Mavora Walkway (Day 1)

Whistling to himself he started walking along the gravel road. Maybe another kilometer to where the track started. The long and wide Mavora valley lay before him. In the distance, at the end of the valley, he could see some snowcovered mountains. The mountains was quite big and looked intimidating, yet the valley floor looked flat and easily traversed. Eventually he’d have to leave the Mavora valley, but looking at the map told him that it was just going to be another long and flat valley.

On the side of the valley, a bit of fog was still hugging the forest on the slope. The top of the ridge above that looked really close somehow.

He closed his eyes and leaped, imagining himself appearing up on the ridge. He found himself exactly one leap from where he had stood. Of course, this wasn’t some childs fantasy but real life, yet he let the child out for some time and took some more leaps, imagining himself appearing in different parts of the valley.

The fact that he was in the mountains hiking again gave his face a big smile. He had been without the freedom it gave for too long. However, the heavy backpack prevented him from jumping with joy. He still had to work on that, having less and lighter stuff.

The Mavora walkway stretches from the Mavora lakes to lake Wakatipu. I spent one night in my tent next to one of the lakes before starting the hike. There was some exceptionally clear water with no wind during the evening. The resulting mirrorlike pictures are above. Unfortunately, no wind also meant an infestation of sandflies. I had a big fire going since they seem to dislike snow, the net result was that I was either coughing smoke from burned wood or getting eaten alive by the bloody flies.

The Mavora walkway is a three to four day hike, unfortunately the Wakatipu side is closed for lambing during spring, something I did not discover until I was halfway through the track. I spent an extra day reading in the last hut that was open, and then turned back the way I came from.

Even though I couldn’t walk the entire track, being up in the mountains again made my spirit feel alive. I was practically jumping of joy the whole way (as far as you can jump with 20kg on your back).


Haast (Day 2)

He took another step, and suddenly he was slipping. As if everything was happening in slow motion, he could feel how the knee came way too much forward and started twisting his ankle.

He could only think one thing, shit.

Suddenly he was sprawled on the ground, he had not blacked out, the brain simply did not want to remember the moment when the ankle got twisted.

A soaring pain came up through his right foot. Cold rational thinking replaced all other thoughts. Time for first aid, he thought.

He twisted around on his bum to place the foot upwards in the slope, then he looked at Jacob and told him to get the first aid kit out. The foot quickly got wrapped up tightly to prevent swelling. Interestingly he could not feel anything in the ankle once it was fixed in place.

There was however an abundance of signal substances going through his body after the initial surge of adrenalin. He realized that he probably suffered a light shock. In a cruel twist of irony, that was really good. Whenever he got light shock, he tended to think clearly and make really good decisions.

If he suffered from severe shock though, he would probably lock up completely and panic like everyone else. He intended to not find out.

This was the second day of a shorter hike in Haast, following an old kettle track named Paringa. The track was used to move livestock up until the sixties, when the new state highway made it abundant. There are still old logs for bridges over streams and even some logs in the ground to stabilize it.

After the first day, the track follows on the slope parallel to a ridge. Mostly the track is really good, but in a lot of places it’s crossed by slips, places where the ground has slid away in a mudslide. There are also a large number of creeks passing and eroding the track.

It was while negotiating a creek gully (they’re about four to six meters high) i slipped and twisted my ankle. Fortunately it wasn’t so bad that we needed to call mountain rescue. I managed to limp back to the hut we had stayed in, and the next day we limped back to where the car was parked.

I was super happy to have my Swedish friend Jacob with me. He really helped to motivate me during some total of eight hours of limping. We also got some good cred for the first aid on the ankle. Wrapping tight and placing high initially to prevent swelling, then tape and rewrap more loose for support is apparently exactly the right thing to do. You can of course try and cool down the ankle initially too, to prevent swelling, but in my case the other countermeasures where enough.

Now, back to the problem of what to do when you cannot walk, but you’re in the capital of adventure sports. Maybe I should book a flight to Wellington?

Today, almost three months after the accident, my foot is back to almost normal again. I think I strained it a bit too early though, as I’ve lost a nerve connection going down through the ankle. A small part of my lower foot is now unaware of touch, though heat and pressure stimuli is just fine.

Moral of story. Wait until you’re fully repaired until you start doing crazy shit again.


Haast kettle track (Day 1)

The landscape around him was special somehow. The trees had a distinct shape to them, one stem and a bundle of leaves only at the top. It looked similar to a savanna, or at least what he thought a savanna looked like. The flax growing on the ground next to the trees was typical for New Zealand though, and the damp almost marshy ground was too wet to be a savanna. The dampness was probably the reason for why the trees grew in such a special way.

It was fun to pretend he was in an African savanna though. What if he could see a lion or a giraffe?

Jacob called from up ahead. It looked as if he had found something on the ground. Emil walked over to check it out.

It was a big skeleton from some animal, a cow perhaps. Maybe there was lions around after all.

Emil got a sudden image flowing through his head. The leftover bones from a gnu on the savanna, as the lions walked away in the background. He just had to see if he could replicate the image with his camera. Well, maybe without the lions.

This was the first day of a shorter hike in Haast, following an old kettle track to Paringa. The track was used to move livestock up until the sixties, when the new state highway made it abundant. There are still old logs for bridges over streams and even some logs in the ground to stabilize it.

The Haast forest is a rain forest, so the track has become quite overgrown in places. Continuously changing shapes of rivers and streams also add to the confusion. That the track isn’t high on the DOC maintenance list doesn’t help.

Both me and Jacob (the Swedish guy I had along for the ride) agreed that a topomap would have been a good idea. Even if it’s pretty obvious where the track is, that extra security will make the walking a bit more relaxed. Especially when there’s no markers for some two kilometers.

Even without a map we made it to the first hut pretty easy. An axe made for some good woodcutting competition on arrival. The huts need bigger woodburners though, we couldn’t burn all the wood we cut.


Breast Hill/East Ahuriri (Day 5,6)

Lake Ohau Sunrise

As always it was hard to wake up in a tent. Maybe it was because his body was tired after all the walking, maybe it was stress wearing off now when he was free from the problems of everyday life.

Every day since he started walking it had been like this. His thoughts slow as syrup, his brain feeling like potato mash. Every time he woke he’d go back to sleep before he realized he was awake. Like all days, he wouldn’t crawl out of his sleeping bag until the urge to go to the toilet won over the drowsiness.

He crawled out of the tent, stretched out his body, and stopped stunned by what he saw. Immediately he dived back into the tent, fumbling to find his camera. When the sunrise was this gorgeous he wasn’t going to miss the opportunity for some good photos.

He started pressing the shutter button and the sound of the camera shutter added to the orchestra of birdsong in the background. Suddenly there was a bank of fog on the other side of the lake. It seemed alive in the way it moved, only it wasn’t moving. The fog was simply growing in a way that made it seem like it moved, it looked like it tried to grow limbs.

Eventually the fog extended all the way to his side of the lake. With no visibility it put an effective stop to his photo shoot. That made him quickly remember why he had originally woken up.

Dropping the camera on the ground he ran over to the campground toilets.

After camping in the beech forest on my way down to the lake, I had a lazy day and pitched my tent in a campsite by the lake.  When walking along the lake shore the next day I got a ride into Twizel effectively ending my trip.

Lake Ohau is part of a scheme of hydrodams along the Waitaki river. Ohau is the topmost dam. Twizel was originally built to house the workers building the dam, but now it is a popular tourist destination for cycling and fishing along the dams.

As it turned out, Twizel had some beautiful summer weather (the only place on south island with sun at the time), however, one of my rides back to Wanaka told me they where expecting snow the next day. New Zealand spring weather is truly changeable.

I also got to know there had been some Aurora during the night. Apparently I missed both that and a beautiful star sky.

Will have to buy a tripod to take photos of these nature phenomena too.


Breast Hill/East Ahuriri (Day 4)

East Ahuriri Valley

The landscape in front of him was spacious. That was the only word he could come up with to describe it.

Of course, walking in the mountains made you used to big landscapes, with the horizon in the distance and huge valleys and mountaintops in between. But this landscape was so spacious that you could probably fit one of those mountains on the plain in front of him.

There were mountains in the distance, they looked like large hills, but the open plains in front skewed the perspective. Those mountains that looked like large hills were probably around 2000 meters high. The only thing to compare the scale to was the fence he was walking along. However, it continued for so long in a straight line that it disappeared in the distance.

According to the map, he was going to walk some three to four kilometers along that fence. From time to time he stopped and checked his progress. There wasn’t any landmarks, so he couldn’t be sure how far he progressed. But by using simple trigonometry, eyeballing the angle between two distant objects and himself, he could get a fairly accurate estimation on the map.

Slowly he walked to the end of the fence and up the valley that was going to get him to lake Ohau. Behind him, on the other side of Ahuriri valley a dark mass of clouds was forming and slowly starting to catch up with him. Soon it was going to start to rain.

This was my fourth day of walking from lake Hawea to lake Ohau. The trail starts over Breast hill (1578m), follows the Timaru river up to Mt Martha saddle (1700) and then drops down to Ahuriri river. After crossing the river, it follows the east branch of the Ahuriri river through another mountain pass to lake Ohau.

This day saw me walking up the east branch of Ahuriri. There is no formed path here, but the trail is still marked with occasional red marker poles. Since it’s a fairly big valley there is however not much question where to go.

Initially walking was fast and easy, but further up the valley the rocky terrain slowed me down quite a bit. There where also parts covered in tussocks. I’m not too bothered of slipping on wet rocks, but the dead grass from the tussock terrain is bloody dangerous. The small pieces of grass always seems to start rolling under my feet, it doesn’t matter how good shoes I have when the ground below starts moving.

The rain eventually caught up. It never rained heavily, but it discouraged me from having my camera out. If you ever decide to buy a camera for adventuring, buy a waterproof one.